Well the relationship between myself and my father is in simple words amazing, i cannot believe it. we both have so much in comon with one another its scary really, but its great to finally have that misssing piece in my life, i told my wife Samantha that now i finally feel complete, i have my way of life, my mother and her family, and now my father and his family. I finally feel whole

 

So last night was an intresting one, first off a little insight about me, i am almost 22 years old, i have never met my father let alone seen a picture of him, my mother raised me on her own for the first 15 years, then she married her current husband Steve, he and i haven't had the best relationship, even to this day it is still rocky yet we both respect each other and i look up to him for he was the only male figure i could see as a father. That all changed last night, my mom called me and told me to go onto her myspace and loook at a certain picture, when i did she said three words to me that sent my world for a spin. "Meet your father," for the past 21 years i have been curious to meet my father, and also thinking what i would do if i ever met him, punch him, hug him, what? i thought for the longest time that he had wanted nothing to do with me, and now my mom tells me that he has tried to contact us but we have moved around so much that it was near impossible for him, now i understand that, we HAVe moved quite a bit, but we lived in the same area of Cali for 11 years, it wouldn't have been that hard, and even then he could have gone to my grandma's and asked her she's lived at the same house for the longest time, before i was born. Now i don't know what to even do, he's trying to make the effort and i don't know what to say to him, its so hard. *sigh* i guess we'll see how it goes

Anubis Clever, fatalist, deep. Sympathetic, generous, loving and perseverant in proving their view point Colors: male: sienna, female: crimson Compatible Signs: Bastet, Isis Dates: May 8 - May 27, Jun 29 - Jul 13 Role: God of death and mummification Appearance: Jackal or a jackal-headed man Sacred animals: jackal What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign? Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

 

You aren't sure where you came from. Perhaps your sire did an embrace and run. Or maybe your sire was an outcast himself. Either way, your powers are unique and really don't belong to any clan...or maybe a little from each. Because you of these circumstances, you aren't really sure where you belong. You tend to wander and do a bit of soul searching in your eternal life. Maybe some day...you have a while after all. What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

The Caitiff
The clansless. Caitiffs, are a new aspect to the vampire's society. They don't have anyone to teach them Disciplines, and no one to tell them of the Traditions. This doesn't mean they don't know any Disciplines, they could very well make their own, but usually they figure out a few small tricks to a few Disciplines. Some may even group together every once in a while, but not likely. They prefer their freedom, and the will to do what they will.

Caitiff are vampires with no clan to call their own. This usually happens because their sire despised them and left them to die. And the occasional victim of feeding gets lucky, and some how gets some of the vampires blood. They are also the rebellious ones, and some take leave of their sire and do as they will, most of the time moving to a new city or some where remote.

Most of the other clans look upon the Caitiff as trash, weak blooded, no knowledge of who and what they are and leave them to them selves as long as they don't cause any trouble, and most defiantly don't break the Masquerade.

 

 

You are The Devil
Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

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