So last night was an intresting one, first off a little insight about me, i am almost 22 years old, i have never met my father let alone seen a picture of him, my mother raised me on her own for the first 15 years, then she married her current husband Steve, he and i haven't had the best relationship, even to this day it is still rocky yet we both respect each other and i look up to him for he was the only male figure i could see as a father. That all changed last night, my mom called me and told me to go onto her myspace and loook at a certain picture, when i did she said three words to me that sent my world for a spin. "Meet your father," for the past 21 years i have been curious to meet my father, and also thinking what i would do if i ever met him, punch him, hug him, what? i thought for the longest time that he had wanted nothing to do with me, and now my mom tells me that he has tried to contact us but we have moved around so much that it was near impossible for him, now i understand that, we HAVe moved quite a bit, but we lived in the same area of Cali for 11 years, it wouldn't have been that hard, and even then he could have gone to my grandma's and asked her she's lived at the same house for the longest time, before i was born. Now i don't know what to even do, he's trying to make the effort and i don't know what to say to him, its so hard. *sigh* i guess we'll see how it goes